caffeine highs, coffee shops, shades of grey

this IS A.D.D.

so I'm bored. I refuse to read Frankenstein because it is boring. I read sparknotes. so i think i'll be able to wing it. maybe i'll peruse it later. meh. i just don't care anymore. well, not about this book anyway. i'm looking forward to Waiting For Godot and The Stranger...my type of books. Bah to Frankenstein!!

I'm avoiding my calculus homework because I don't understand it. I got a 97 on my last test in there so I think I can afford to not do absolutely fabulous on this one. I think that's why my grades aren't as high as some peoples. Because I only apply myself just enough to do well and then I get bored and do something I like. Like reading Rosencrantz and Guildenstern are Dead instead of doing my calculus and english homework. Or harping on existentialism and The Sound and the Fury instead of finishing our research paper. Or avoiding all my homework over spring break except my satire because I really enjoyed doing it. Or never doing any physics until the night before the test and then only spending like 15-20 minutes on it (not including of course the time it takes to do the hw problems)...Oh Wait....ahaa i totally forgot Sheffer pushed our calc test to mon. YAY!! i just remembered. wow. OK, that just made my night. YES.

ok im totally psyched about having no more hw this evening. well no more that im gonna do anyway...laziness. i have the ebony an ivory song stuck in my head.
eh0bo-ny aand iii-vo-ry...in peeer-fect haar-mo-nee!
I choose to blame Pam. damn her blog!!! damn it.

If i were an animal I would want to be a Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle because I like pizza and turtles.

If someone were to ask me what I were think about right now right at this instant I would have to say "trees". which reminds me of caddy. and faulkner. and jill. and her test. hahah sucks to be in salyer's class!! bwa ha ha ha ha.

haven't heard from boston yet. beginning to get freaked out about rejection. feeling cold and lonely inside. oh happy place. mmmm warm and fuzzy.

oooh lalalala lalalala lalalalalalalala
lalalala lalalala lalalalalalalala
oh oh ooohh 40' remain!

i feel empty inside. this is new though. it's not empty emotionally. its empty mentally. i can't remember what a limit is. i don't know how to take the integral of a square root. i can't remember the fingering to high C. oh wait now i do. but i feel like my brain is totally empty and devoid of rational thoughts and i have no desire to work. i just want to lay on the couch like a blob...of ketchup. yes that would be good. ketchup is thick enough to hold its place but oozes easily when cajoled. if i were to be a condiment i would want to be ketchup. my brother and i discussed this at dinner. ketchup is not a food. its a condiment. i don't know what food i would want to be. not something really good because then i'd be eaten. maybe a nice brocoli souffle. yes. yes.

government was fun. we learned about how politicians get money and jess and aaron and i got to sit on the bean bags. yay. during calculus i decided the best textbook for napping is the class set os calc books scheffer stole. so soft. i want one. to sleep on.

physics test was really easy...i thought. everyone else thought it was hard. i was like mmmk. not that bad.

miss eyer loved my satire. she only read the last 4 pages or so but was laughing so hard at drag queen mathews. it was awesomeness. mary also loved it. she was barely understandable trying to talk about it later because of the laugter. and megan thought it was funny as well. i bet no other author has ever had her first 3 reviews on her first big work ever be so good. or his...or maybe they have...i hope langford doesn't count off too much for me making her a smoking caterpillar who gives alice mushrooms and has fireball eyes and wants people's souls. and is a demon. it was all in good fun. which reminds me i got a 94 on my c and p test. boo yah. so that again adds to my lack of frankenstein motivation.

if i could go to one time and place in the whole timeline of existence i would want to visit a nude coffeehouse in 17th century england.

bored. bored. bored. random thoughts...grass, sky, blue bird, tree, car, paper. my cell phone looks like death. i need a new one.

i don't wanna grow up. i wanna be an air born ranger...(sung John Bender stlye)

off to read r and g. and maybe look at frankenstein if the mood suits me. doubtful.

i wanna be an air born ranger

posted by kellyisdelightful @ 8:49 PM