how many times a person can say fuck in their blog
i am so fucking pissed right now. my parents are fucking retards who are convinced that they know everything best and they have no fucking clue. they don't know who i am or what will make me happy. i don't even know why i fucking bother. they justy fucking aggrivate me and piss me off and make even more fucking stressful. they've decided i have to make a fucking filing system for my scholarship applications which are fucking worthless because i'm not going to get any of them anyway and my parents decided that if i don't use their fucking files they won't pay for my college. fucking pricks. i was like, fine then i won't go. so then they got mad and were like meh neh neh enh ehn. and i was like i fucking hate you. well not hate. but i was really fucking pissed because they were being fucktards. ugh. i'm just in a bad mood right now. not like my lovely depression of blogs past but pure, unadulterated anger and spite. rageous is the only word that can describe my current emotional state.plus i'm really tired. i don't know why. i got like 8 hours of sleep last night but i could barely stay awake during class and then i was ridiculously tired this evening. plus frankenstein is painfully boring. the style isn't all that bad for the time period, but the story lacks drive and interestingness. and combined with my ADD, i have no hopes of ever finishing it. strangly though, i don't care. kind of nice.
and i am officially dateless for prom. nobody wants to go with me. i am a sad and pathetic old maid. i will die alone. a miserable old hag. my fate is sealed. i quit. i give up. i cannot change the inevitable. i will just have to get used to it. besides, when im alone and its quiet, i can hear the voices in my head better. yay...
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