sexual magnetism
wow. my brain is totally fried. after today, i will never do drugs because now i know what it feels like to have your brain turned into spaghetti and then scrambled around inside your skull for a few hours. it all started after school today. i got lazy and decided to veg rather than doing my hw. finally, after an intense episode of the OC, i started my english (finishing my research paper, crime and punishment, and the paradise lost questions) and my french (write and essay in french and do six thousand workbook exercises). going from the OC mindset to AP English mindset in a time period of under two hours is extremely dangerous. i did it in 8 minutes. not smart. i feel very out of it. dazed and confused. out cold. (for those of you who caught both of the puns, kudos).i've decided that this weekend, i'm going to do something good. something worthwhile. imk not going to waste my entire weekend doing nothing (like 2 wks ago) or totally consumed with homework (last weekend). im breaking free. i don't know what i want to do, but i know it will involve deep and meaningful thinking. i've been so busy lately, i haven't really had time to philosophize (is that the right word?). i've ended up doing most of this deep think during calculus, but its random and wierd and i think im driving matt crazy with my deep, life altering questions, like "is it still illegal for a person over 18 to date a person under 18 if the person who is over 18 is a genius child with the brain capacity of a 34 year old who takes college courses?". the baffled expression on his face was worth it though; i guess he's just been having confusing girl trouble all day :). at anyrate, im going to have some me time this weekend. maybe i'll get my nails done or something. i know that sounds totally southlake and cliche, but you all know what i mean.
today was actually a good day at school. after a refreshing nap in calculus and an interesting lunch discussion, i went to government. besides the fake quiz (i felt so used!), it was great. all through mrs. eyer's lecture, some other people and myself kept making little comments. not bad ones or anything, just helpful, provocative, and funny little tidbits. the great part was i really felt a connection between me and this other person who was making said comments. it was wierd, but everytime he said something, or whatever, he would look over at me and smile.
the best part about this was that most of the comments were meant for me, as in, no one else got them and he looked right at me when he said them. it was like a whole other level of communitcation. very nice. i'll have to investigate this more; i've been noticing an increase in this sort of thing over the past week or two, and today it was just like ok. there is no question about it. he was saying that stuff for me, to me. plus he's kind of been doing this during physics, but i dont think as much. or maybe i just don't notice because he sits behind me. at any rate...today was a good day. until i got home and fried my brain. by the way, for those of you who understand all of the puns in the title of this blog (there are three by my count), you get a prize. for those of you who don't...well thats a shame. my jokes are so often wasted on the uneducated...so sad.
posted by kellyisdelightful @ 1:00 AM
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