"I said God damn! God damn, God damn." -Mia Wallace
There's nowhere left to hideIn no one to confide
The truth burns deep inside
And will never die
…
Our wrongs remain unrectified
And our souls won't be exhumed
-Muse, "Sing for Absolution"
Today was a deep thinking day. I thought about my life and what I'm doing with it, who I am, my issues with commitment and opening up, meaning, existence, etc. etc. I have come to the conclusion that I need therapy. No joke. I think I'm crazy. Not like Charles Manson crazy but like Garden State crazy. In case you were wondering.
St. Louis was amazing. Ate t-ravs (toasted raviolis for those of you who aren't down with the St. Louis lingo), visited the Art Musuem and the zoo, wandered around Forest Park, went up in the Arch, shopping in the Loop, eating yummy foods everywhere, and such. Even though I don't live in Missouri or St. Louis, I fully plan to celebrate Ted Drewes' Day (February 16) every year. Because that man is amazing.
Wednesday was Sonic Night, predecessed by Midnight Jailbreak. It was nice as usual. Hung out with Matt at Kate's afterwards. Lack of sleep, good stories, and fun times ensued.
I am reading Macbeth for Shakespeare class. It has been 3 years since I last read it. Mrs. Prado's rendition of Lady Macbeth is permanentaly engrained in my brain. This makes me happy.
I'm also reading A Rebel in Cuba, a memoirish book by an American who fought in Castro's army during the Cuban Revolution in the late 1950s. It is really interesting. Especially considering is wasn't a Communist revolution. Castro went Commie after he came to power. And during the fighting he wasn't even supposed to be dictator. That was not the plan. Well, that wasn't the plan the revolutionaries were informed of at any rate.
Blogger ate a really good post of mine on Wednesday. It made me angry.
I like Belle and Sebastian. They are a good band. If you lke Garden State style music, listen to them.
I am beginning to question my ability to write the novel I want to write. To convey the different ideas and stuff in the way they need to be conveyed. And not in a ridiculous, supermarket fashion.
Southlake annoys me. I don't like it here. I like my friends, but I can't imagine being back here for three months this summer. Hopefully I will be working at Starbucks (got the application, need to finish filling it out and turn it in tomorrow), but still. The people, the atmosphere...its suffocating at times. I feel trapped when I'm here.
I have a lot of reading to do but Facebook and the television keep distracting me. Also, we rented Phantom. It keeps talking to me, telling me to watch it. Kyle and his friends watched it last night. They talk through the entire thing. Blasphemous.
La Boheme in a week and one day. House/dog sitting in threeweeks. Phantom the musical in 4.5. Exciting.
School gets out for the summer in less than two months. Strange.
posted by kellyisdelightful @ 3:46 PM
1 Comments:
i heart belle and sebastian.
favorite song: i fought in a war
they were also mentioned in high fidelity, and referred to as "sad-bastard music" but shit, i think its good
cant wait to see you kel
-sarah
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