when all words fail she speaks, her mix tape's a masterpiece
I'm back. Canada was awesome. New Year's was fun. Kate's surprise party was way rad. Tring reunion nice and funny.I'm 19. It's weird. Life is flying by. I feel odd. Like lately I've occasionaly been misplacing myself. Sometimes people feel they've lost who they are and have to go find themself again right? Well I spent a lot of time and energy thinking about I was and wanted to be and such in high school and finally discovered it my senior year. When I went to college I initially had kind of lost it but found it again by the end of September. Since break started though (but not in Canada) I occasionally feel like I'm not myself. It's weird. Like I've temporarilly misplaced who I really am. New Year's was a good example of that and its a feeling I don't wish to have anymore. ever. I don't like temporarily losing my sense of self. I want to go back to school but miss Chloe and Shannon. I need to call Alex and Leslie and catch up as I have not talked to them since finals week. When I go on Wednesday to give Miss Eyer the flag I feel the need to tell her this. I don't know why. I hope she's not sad anymore.
posted by kellyisdelightful @ 11:21 PM
3 Comments:
misplacing yourself? how so
do you ever feel like you've lost who you are for a little bit? like you're talking but the words coming out of your mouth aren't yours? like i've lost (or misplaced since that's more temporary) myself. its weird.
It's just hard - making the transition from high school, where you've finally established yourself, to college, where no one knows who you are and you have to do it all over again. Your situation especially sucks, because your two closest friends, who know you better than anyone else at TCU, won't be there anymore.
Hang in there, and in the meantime...
"He's having a stroke!"
"What?"
"Of GENIUS!!!!!"
And "the urge to merge..." hahaha.
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