unfocused
So. I have a French Test, a World Religions Test, a Film Essay, Stat problems, and a Western Civilizations paper to write. I need to study, but oh no. America's Next Top Model was on. And then the chips and queso called. And we're leaving to run errands here in a little bit (important but postponable) and I just cannot concentrate for the life of me. I suppose religion can wait awhile because I already studied for that earlier for like 3 hours or so. And did a load of laundry. Which reminds me that after we get back from errands and dinner and such I shall have to do another load or two. Which will of course distract me from French. I can never motivate myself to do French. Blurg. And my WC essay...well not to be a total procrastinator, but that can wait a little while, until Thursday anyway because it is not due until Monday. And my film essay is essentially done but needs to be proofed again. Stat...I just don't want to do. I just don't.RAR. Why can I not concentrate and be studious and such? WHY? I have no motivation right now. The whole 4.0 GPA and Scholarship requirements and Honors Program are looming in the background...but I just don't care right now. The thing is I can get by without immediately doing this stuff and I'm like eh. Later. There's always time. Which is a really bad attitude to have. But...oh well. I can't focus on school when I have Wicked and Homecoming and Pulop Fiction to occupy my attention. Obviously there are more important things than studying for tests. As my roommate says "you can always retake a test. you can never relive a party." not entirely true but tempting just the same. RAR! It's like senioritis all over again. Stupid French and Stat. They're the ones I need to do and they're the ones that can't be postponed really and they're the ones that I am just not doing because, well, frankly, I don't want to. I don't want to study. I want to read some more of On the Road, then go run errands and maybe stop by Best Buy and see if they have a CD I wanted to get (not sure which CD...but there are many I want so I figured I'd check it out) and then eat dinner and do laundry and maybe print out my film essay and look over stat and wacth gray's anatomy and IM random people and other such things. I was studious from 11:30 until about...3:30. With a lundry break and surprise Kate visit thrown in. But still. That's enough for one day. Damn. I love with I can rationalize laziness and procrastination. I can't even focus long enough to write a decent blog entry. Just random things.
Yesterday was parents weekend. It was...interesting.
Tonight is Gray's Anatomy. Uber exciting.
Quote of the day: "have you ever pleasureda one hundred and twenty year old man?"
posted by kellyisdelightful @ 5:37 PM
1 Comments:
i don't even have enough motivaion to motivate you and with that i fail.....school sucks, not gonna lie.
you will get your 4.0 though, i know it
i lvoe you and thank you for everything
mal~
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